Wednesday, September 6, 2017

#31

her hands probably shook when she
lifted her lightweight life belongings up
onto the shoulder not carrying a 
shivering child, who hasn't eaten since- since.

the trail of feet moves like a slow centipede.
eyes down, keep walking, don't look up,
his instruction is her rosary across the night.
a dog howls in the distance. more join in.

her chant is frenzily feeding her.
walk fast, walk silently. don't look back.
her shoulders grow heavier. she's forgotten
what she'd packed in the last bag she left.

the child stirs. still cold. very.

a decimated people will gather around a fire
tomorrow, trying to rub life into blued limbs.
(i used to be a nurse, a woman with silvery cataracts offers.)
none of them ever learn each other's name.

A few days later, the radio announces
Between news of a new film release and another minister frolicking in another country
A landmine attack. A couple dozen casualties. Refugees. The unwanted. The unseen. 
Their anguish, undeserving of our benevolent generosity, carpeted in a bed of Riverside mud and shrapnel.

If there'd be a God in the sky that night,
He'd probably dim the stars down.
Even the skies know how to mourn-
Even when they mourn the living.

Monday, September 4, 2017

#30: Recommendation letter for a shadow

1.
I doubt you'll ever leave
These serpiginous quarters I've found you.
We're at home, here, safe
In the cement certainty of an odd companionship-
You blow the creamy crust off my
Neglected morning coffee, you
Bring the evening news in (
Voices, even- especially- unfamiliar,
Fill the empty air of my home).

2.
If I could, I would ask
You of your life
And if you were led on as we once were
(My minutes are now mist)
Or if you meander across the pages
Lazily reaching helpful wisps into
Unexpectedly gratified begging hands
Do you let time close its fist around you?
I suspect you've never been tied down.

3.

The wind-whipped arches of our

House are loath to see you go.

The heavy air I exhale keeps you here,

Curled up beside me, days and

Days and daze.

How does one say goodbye?

Sighs hang on dusty cobwebs here,

Shivering in the gentle breeze that will

Someday wash them away.

4.

The past-present-future periscope into my blind eye. Who knows when time even began- maybe on the day I learnt how to ride a bike. (I remember forgetting soon after.) Bitter suns tell us our clock ticks life as we know it must move, merrily-merrily-merrily-merrily. 
Put your shoes on when you leave.