Friday, November 6, 2020
#39: On Reading Language Games Today
Thursday, October 8, 2020
#38: Pasting pasts together
Thursday, October 1, 2020
#37: Sestina for Remembering
It is nothing that hasn't happened before,
Yet every time we hold out hope;
We wake up, hold ashes in our mouths,
Lying in bed till the day breaks
And forces the sun to rise red,
Over a country that refuses to stay still.
This land is our witness, and still,
They say that we were mistaken before;
"What stories you heard, lies you read!"
The blind eye of justice extinguishes hope.
Three decades ago, masjid and law breaks,
And a birthplace was born from a million mouths.
To shut a state in, they barricade its mouths,
And for over a year Kashmir has stayed still.
The voice of dissent weakens and breaks,
In streets, and villages, and colleges before;
Our jails raise the klaxon sound of hope
As saffron hues bleed into red.
Can you look away and not see red?
I bite my tongue as you silence a million mouths.
How dare you seek to dream and hope
For a tranquil state, calm and still?
Gagged silences never lasted before,
A million rise for every spine you break.
Every system falls, every institution breaks
And leaves a wake of truth untold, unread.
The fourth pillar bows and bends before
Lives, and lies traded for by word-of-mouth
Turn immolations into funerals, and still
You smile at the end of the month, and say there's hope.
The voices you stifle continue to hope
To be heard some day, even as they break.
But you ask the courts and cameras to stay still,
While they scream to be heard, tongues bleeding red.
Caste and rape are dirty words in your mouth,
'Equality thrives', you say, 'like never before.'
Where do we seek hope, when streets run red
With the laws you break to silence our mouths?
We stand still, and vow to remember, just as we did before.
Thursday, August 6, 2020
#36: Spring Cleaning
Tuesday, August 4, 2020
#35: Love Is A God From Hell
Wednesday, July 22, 2020
#34: Of
Monday, October 22, 2018
#33: Halfyear Hiatus
1.
It is almost morning.
I have tried sleeping
Seven times already,
Eyes squeezed shut
In the face of wakefulness.
The cicada probably perches
On a window, outside
My room, resolute -
Its strident song
Replaces my darkness with noise.
And this is how
Our stories never end.
Exeunt Actor one;
Fuck your inconveniences.
The parody must play on.
2.
The sun will soon be seen
Nodding its head with sympathy
At the ones that wouldn't sleep.
One must imagine Sisyphus happy-
How else would you tell yourself
It's alright to keep living
And leaving, and let the
Next knife plug the last wound?
This is alright, we are
All quite okay, nearly there.
All our emptinesses await another
Refill, please, hurry up now.
We'll win, waiting in endless
Entropy, imagining happinesses in sliding spectacles.
Can you feel me leave?
3.
I think the cicada's finally asleep.
Maybe I'll turn the lights out
For a minute, before the day
Takes this dear desolation captive again.
We promise, to keep returning, to
Keep going for going's sake.
Honestly, darling, it's easier
To lie here, sans light, sans sound, than
To lie to a lover, keep the ball rolling,
Exeunt, self. Fuck this.