The Neverending Wait

Oh! It feels like hell,
Like I can't stop sinking down.
You knew, you knew how I fell,
In the circus of life, you made me the clown.

Oh! It feels like I am here
Deteriorating into nothingness each moment:
I need you close, I want you near,
But you never knew what I actually meant.

Oh! It feels like I am almost dead,
With a flutter of breath only you can revive.
But you never heard what I said,
You can never really turn me alive.

I stand here, with my arms outstretched to you,
If you don't catch me, I really can't stop.
But you, you never really had a clue,
I know you'll just let me drop.

I wait so long, so much,
For his dreadful curse to lift.
I wait for your healing touch, But you just let me drift.

I am screaming out for my life-
You just don't seem to know.
This cut of emotions slices me,
But emotions, you have none to show.

We are so close, yet miles apart,
You've suddenly gone so far away.
You metamorphosed, you lost your heart,
And yet, I want you to stay.

What we shared was so true,
But now it seems to be ages back.
You are stillwith me, I am still here,
But there's a certain something we lack.

You don't notice, you don't care,
What is happening, you just don't see.
You give me a listless stare,
And I know you look straight through me.

It's gone forever now,
It's been just a bit too late.
Can't tell till when, don't know why,
But I'm waiting a never-ending wait