Monday, November 9, 2020

#40: Manifold

Tiny lines criss cross all our insides.
It's like my hands hardened
And creased over the years
Skin folding over skin in
Papery attempts to hide sin.

Will I ever know what wrinkles
Your unclenched fists hold?
Your presence holds universes
In the safety of my sweetened lunacies
Remaining unaware of how absences feel.

Should I have confessed 
Or left my shameless sorrow
Sitting on the sill, till
Time and (more) distance lets you know
My fingers might untwist themselves tomorrow. 

Maybes sit next to catastrophes.
A jarful of hesitation slipped 
My grip, so you found us another. 
So we sit still,
Hiding our hearts in hands
That will not touch.

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